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| My family has been the biggest support of my life. According to my sister, it is tough love and she surely did when I got myself into trouble. They might have not agreed to the  majority of my decisions I have made in my life, but they were always there whether I wanted to come around or just plain stubborn. I have a lot of love for my family for putting them through pain and trouble. We argue and fight like cats and dogs, but at the end of the day I know they are always by my side. 
 
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| I do not have many friends in my life, but the ones I do have, have supported me through rough times. Times when I was almost homeless, give me money when I had none, and stood by my side when they were needed the most.
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One of my struggles now is having anxiety attack at work and home. There is so much on my plate sometimes I want to bury myself in a hole. I never had an attack and when I did I thought I was having a heart attack. Another struggle is my fiance not having a job and it is putting me in a position of all bills and concerns around the home set.