Sunday, August 9, 2015

My Supports...

My family has been the biggest support of my life. According to my sister, it is tough love and she surely did when I got myself into trouble. They might have not agreed to the  majority of my decisions I have made in my life, but they were always there whether I wanted to come around or just plain stubborn. I have a lot of love for my family for putting them through pain and trouble. We argue and fight like cats and dogs, but at the end of the day I know they are always by my side.


I do not have many friends in my life, but the ones I do have, have supported me through rough times. Times when I was almost homeless, give me money when I had none, and stood by my side when they were needed the most. 

One of my struggles now is having anxiety attack at work and home. There is so much on my plate sometimes I want to bury myself in a hole. I never had an attack and when I did I thought I was having a heart attack. Another struggle is my fiance not having a job and it is putting me in a position of all bills and concerns around the home set.